cryptonite
cryptonite
cryptonite
ㅤNíl saoi gan locht.ㅤ Bha tnù agam ri neach a dh’fhairicheas srath, sliabh no coille mar bhall a chuirp fhèin. Tnù, iomachomhairle is ionndrainn mhòr.
ㅤ❛ㅤ if you whisper a secret to a candle flame, then all fire everywhere will know that secret. the words will crackle in every campfire and churn like a blazing ocean deep in the belly of the earth. fire will translate your words to smoke & ash, telling no one but the sky. ㅤ❜ㅤ
smoke & ash
smoke & ash
smoke & ash
ㅤbellamy lochtㅤ as lovingly written by sim. he / they. established in 2024. private, independent, semi-selective. found on mateus on the crystal data center.
ㅤ❛ㅤ And I'm not here to be the saviour you long for (only the one you don't) — show me those pretty white jaws, show me where the delicate stops, show me what you've lost, and why you're always taking it slow, show me what wounds you've got, and show me love. ㅤ❜ㅤ
⚔︎ out of character.
| name | sim |
| age | 23 |
| pronouns | he/they |
| timezone | cest (gmt+1) |
| discord | @ similacra |
| availability | sporadic but somewhat flexible, pls ask |
about hi, thanks for checking out my character's carrd! I‘m sim, a perpetual tired media informatics student based in europe. I‘m fairly new to the game but have been roleplaying & writing in forums for more than 10 years. I'm really into moral indefinition, philosophic concepts and dark aesthetics and tend to explore interpersonal conflict & deeper flaws as well as unconventional tropes through my characters. Discord DMs are always open - I love to chat outside of RP!
ffxiv ocs only
discord rp friendly
longterm & character-driven
mature themes / no minors
lore-grounded but not bound
ooc approaches first
| favs | slow burn. antagonism. crime/intrigue. moral ambiguity. progressive story arcs. occult. dark/macabre tones. |
| yes | slife of life. adventure. pre-established relationships. romance. |
| maybe / ask | in-depth combat rp. erp. casual interactions. |
| no | one-liners. wols. self-inserts. |
basic rp etquette: no godmodding/metaing, don't maim, kill or otherwise permanently impair my character without prior discussion.
consent: i rp any themes as long as there's communication — open to character injury, lasting effects and vital consequences.
ic ≠ ooc: i'm not my character - their beliefs, actions and feelings are not in my name and do not reflect my own. please do not interact with me if you have a hard time separating ooc from ic.
basic grammar: i don't mean to gatekeep or exclude anyone, but english isn't my main language. excessive misuse of spelling and grammar will make it hard for me to understand and enjoy roleplay and i might choose not to engage with it.
on erp: i value organic development with a character-driven pace, thus i won't erp unless it happens naturally and i am comfortable. bellamy as a charcacter is far more indulgent than i am as a writer.
on conflict: for me, ic actions have ic consequences; i try to portray my chars as realistic and personality-grounded as possible. please be aware that i won't alter my character to cater to certain outcomes. in return, i acknowledge that my characters are not exempt from 'fuck around and find out.' i do check-in for any major reactions and would appreciate if you did the same.
trigger content: please reach out to me if something should distress you. i try to make sure i am on the same page as my writing partners and fully understand that some themes can be upsetting and exhausting to engage with. i check-in beforehand but do not hesitate to let me know if there is anything else.
| dni |
|---|
| minors (↓18), bigoted in any way: racist, queerphobic, pedo/"map," zoophile, misogynistic, etc.). supporters of lalafell nsfw / underage / incest content. terfs & swerfs. ai "art" supporters. if you're just looking for erp. |
⚔︎ bellamy.
name bellamy locht.
alias bells. heron.
age 45.
gender cismale ( he/him ).
species shetona mixed with au'ra.
birthdate tba.
orientation homosexual. build 7'3.
eyes light sapphire.
hair alternates between silver and ebony. real colour unknown.
noteable features right eye usually hidden, au'ra features (claws, tail, light scales). scarring across whole body. tattoo on neck & arms.
languages common. eorzean sign language. turali languages.
voiceclaim howl (christian bale) x witcher 3 geralt. origin shaaloani.
occupation gleaner. broker of information & goods. judge, jury, executioner.
skills multilingual. lip-reading and parsing of body language. animal handling. marksmanship. medical appliances.
class(es) spellblade (rdm + vpr).
alignment chaotic neutral.
charisma ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
empathy ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
passion ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
aggression ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
spirituality ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
honesty ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
⸺ ashes to ashes, dust to dust
❝ can't you see I'm sorry? I will make it worth your while. made of dead man's money, you can see it in my smile - oh lazarus, how did your debts get paid? ❝
HE IS HIS OWN WORST ENEMY, his undoing. Like ouroboros eating its own tail, our end is always self-made.He presents himself as an ever-growing constant, someone who, despite everything, never leaves his trajectory and remains unchanging. Approachable, easygoing and charming to a fault, Bellamy likes to be around people – he likes to make them feel and the way they make him feel in return, the thrill of being seen and wanted in a crowd of faceless strangers. Although words fail him on most days, his aura speaks for him and paints the picture of an understanding, deeply feeling soul.Underneath, he is this: private, selfish and easily bored. Filled with unbridled, unspoken rage that’s been trapped behind his ribcage for so long he can’t breathe. Corrupted and scraped raw by tragedies, time and, most of all, himself – this is what we call a KRYPTONITE.
⚔︎ history.
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⚔︎ statistics.
virtues.
passionate and firm about personal beliefs and boundaries, tenacious in the pursuit of those and terribly stubborn about mainting them
seemingly compassionate and empathetic towards strangers
understanding and free-spiritied, harbours a tolerance for almost everything as long as it does not cross his lines
carefully-curated public persona that is polite, tactful and considerate
ever-lasting patience that is, unfortunately, hanging by a thread
flaws.
unwillingness to form any permanent relationships outside of business contacts
inauthentic and heavily fluctuating personality that caters to target audiences
lacklustre approach to life, inability to "give a shit" resulting in a mostly dysfunctional lifestyle
flexible if not nihilistic view on morals, acts per personal justice system/moral compass
considers honesty to be a concept of interpretation
bottled up rage that is bound to boil over in the worst possible way
a red flag
+perceptive / charismatic / uninhibited·faithful / cryptic / equivocal-private / opportunistic / trenchant
| LIKES |
|---|
| wind chimes / smoking / hot baths / sparring / music (specifically: tradtionial) / warmer climates / rain and getting drenched by it / sunsets and sunrises / the moon |
| DISLIKES |
|---|
| colder climates / being sick & at someone else's mercy / strong soapy smells / bright lights / highpitched noises (i swear he is so sensitive to audio-visual inputs) / unjust people / overly sweet things but also not overly sour things / spicy food / |
| HOBBIES |
|---|
| drawing maps / playing various instruments / woodworking / observing people / sword-fighting & fencing / smoking / sailing |
suffering feels religious if you do it right
i ask god to send a swordsman, and god says 'look at your hands'
be sure to taste your words before you spit them out
❝ i come as a blade, a sacred guardian. so you keep me sharp and test my worth in blood. ❝
